between the raindrops

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goodnight, i knew it's been the second weeks after new year.

happy new year everyone! I'm so sorry for this belated greeting, because i had no time to meet and greet or post something here before. 2013. hopefully it can be a better year than 2012. and hopefully all my dreams come true and everything's alright on the right track. actually i'm so happy in the beginner of this year because god still gave chances to be surrounded by my families, friends and all those people i loved. what's my resolutions? let it be my another-secrets.

anyway, today earth's so cruel and so cold. between the raindrops, my memories spin around my head. flash back in my previous year, there were so many things that i can learned from. sweet memories or even the bitters, they gave me something to learn, something that can make me even stronger, something that can make me understand what life is. life isn't always about finding someone or something then live with them, but also losing someone or something. 

2012 gave me so much memories. even if it hurt you, it also might gave you so many things to learn and so many things to remember. between the raindrops, in front my glasses window, i typed everything i've known, i've felt and i've learned from my bitter-sweet-2012. i called it my track-record. 

January-May, there was someone who always be there on my side, kept me close, understand me, taught me everything i never understand. June, broke up with him. it was the worst heartbreak i ever felt, so hurt. who i loved is the only one who hurt me so deep, so hurt. my June wasn't as easy as another months, even if it was a very long holiday. July, still had a "joyful" holiday and my heart still blinded by broken-heart. August, my first month on 12th grader. i wasn't ready for this because i knew my time on senior-high-school gonna end soon. September-October, school time, i had not enough time to have another holiday because school time had made me busy. November, Happy sweet seventeenth, dear IndahKPutri! on my day i was so happy with so many surprises from friends and families too. and finally i got my licenses card and identity card (ktp). and on this month I still tried to move on and i guess i can... December, the last-sweet-month. i still covered by this pain, i never had a courage to fall in love, too scared to try, too scared to be hurt again. i knew i never try to find them, i just wait for the only one man who can makes my heart beats faster and can makes me his only one, i wouldn't try to be with a wrong one. on new year's eve i had spent a high quality time with my big families at Bali Handara Kosaido, Bedugul. some of bitter memories played in my minds, memories of a year ago (skip it). 

at the first day on 2013, in the morning, i felt like i was the only one girl who's lucky! because my "closest-friend" came to my place at Bali Handara and we had some quality time too. yeahh just for a few hours but it was so memorable. thanks, my monkey-man.

2013! i'm ready for something new, for better things.  and i'm ready for my future, my bright-future. making all my dreams come true, and be a pride for my parents. become a success doctor and if i can, i want to be an interior designer too. i knew, my 2013 might not be as perfect as fairy tales, but surrounded by parents, families, friends and best-friends can make me feel complete. they and you complete me to catch all my dreams. 2013, please be my year. between the raindrops, i let my dreams flow away.....

end of season

gooodnight, this is my another-midnight-post. i just got home an hour ago and i feel so tired now but i can't sleep after my third times bath. i dont know how to describe my feeling this night. am i happy? am i sad? i should feel happy or sad? i dont know. just dont know. 

our lovely holiday is almost end. 2 days remain before new year eve. what i have done in my very lovely holiday? i've done too many things with every people i love. so happy  and i dont want this holiday ends soon! we want moremoremoreee holiday, Mam! as a 12grader, i know i have no more time to get on a normal holiday, it feels like i will have no more time to relax after this very-lovely-holiday.

because of it, 2 weeks, 14days of holiday i spent with my families and friends. i feel there was something different with these 14days in my life. i can further get to know myself, become more mature, more independent, and free but controlled.

i just got home after my very long trip with my beloved friends, IXA of SBI SMP 1 Denpasar who graduated 3 years ago. not all 22 of us can took apart on our trip, only half of us, 11 members, 4 man and 7 ladies, chaired by our lovely Igo, today December 27th. we gathered at my home at 12 but as usual as always NGARET. we went to kuta as we planned, and it spent long time to get there, Seminyak Square. blablablablablabla.......... super macet. seminyak was so crowded this day (not only today, always. think twice before go there) and it took too long time to get there. when we got there, we immediately headed to The Braga Cafe & Resto because we were hungry. after had dinner, we stuck and confused to go anywhere because the road was so crowded. it's traffic everywhere! finally we decided to go to Nav Karaoke. spent an hour there then we went home. 9.30pm i arrived at home, took a bath and now i'm sitting on my bed in front of my laptop, typing my experiences with tired body, sleepy head. and i just realized that the last few days i've always been coming home late. two days ago, on Christmas (Merry Christmas, everyone!) i've spent a high quality time with my best friends ever, my sisters, Kental. went to cinema to watch the must-watched-movie, 5CM at Galeria21. then had a very late lunch after movie at Warong Miyabi. i drove car to Centro but suddenly we changed direction to Nusa Dua, spent time at Pirates Bay, hahahihi dulu, didnt forget to take photos and we almost forgot that we had to go home and prepare gifts for our friends, Otit aka Gungtu. and blablablaaaaa......

left:mayna, nindya, me, wica, deva

and most important thing from this holiday, i learned that everyone really needs each other, we really need families and friends. what would become a holiday without them? it would be bored and flat! trust me... suwer dehhhh! even though sometimes it is really tiring hang out and spend a lot of time, money and effort too but for me nothing is more beautiful and precious than all those memories. the secrets we tell, the laughs we share, the photos we take and memories we keep those are the most valuable things in life. won't forget this holiday! suwerdeeehhh...
anyway this is my last holiday in senior high school, it was the end of season senior high school. furthermore it may not be as beautiful as these 14days. i'll keep it tight in my box of memories, my brain and my heart.
goodnight, have a nice holiday. see you on New Year <3

Thank God, I'm still alive

hey, it's nice to know that we're still alive after December 21st.

happy holiday everyone! let's go traveling. so long and i really miss to write random things over here. the 5th semester had been passed, and i was disappointed with my score on the last semester, but anyway i've done my very best. oya, i'm 17th now! finally i got my license, i was so happy, absolutely.

anyway i would like to thank to God for everything he had given to me, a family, many friends, best-friends, and enemy too. that was awesome being a part of them.and also thank to all my families and friends for a very beautiful surprise on my birthday, last November, 18th.
what i've done a couple months ago? many things! teenager's things, such as spent quality time with friends and family. went to some interesting place after final semester test with friends. prepared for yearbook's photos session. watched concert, Raisa and Secondhand Serenade's concert in Bali a few days ago. traveling with families. and do other things that normal teenagers always do when they have nothing to do on holiday. yes right! sleeping, eating, and then sleeping again, eating again, so on. girls, it's gonna be so much better spending holiday with your bestfriends doing some silly things together. can't wait to see and spend time with Kental on Christmas!!!

nothing to write again, i'm too sleepy and i think it's nice to sleep earlier.oya i think now i'm brave enough to fall in love again, but it's gonna be a very long story and i think i couldnt tell you right now, maybe on my next post. hey it's rainy outside, what a night! so goodnight, have a great holiday mogumogu <3

under my blanket

happy holiday everyone. so excited in these 2 weeks holiday. horaaaayyyyy!!! what's on my holiday? well, i will proudly tell you about this one. last August, 31st - September, 2nd 2012 me and my family had a highly quality holiday in Singapore. who don't know Singapore? it is one of the-must-visit-country and the country where technology is their closest friend. we've planned this holiday for a long long time ago and we decided not to visit Singapore again but planned to visit Bangkok. Unfortunately because of some reasons finally we decided to visit Singapore once again and tadaaaa without feeling bored we enjoyed our holiday here in Singapore. 4 days in Singapore with our lovely guide Mr. Alan from Malaysia were very interesting and really unforgettable. We visited the-must-visited-place and the amazing one was The Universal Studio of Singapore at Sentosa Island. On our last visit longlongtimeago before, we didn't had enough time to visit US because my father was very busy with his school in Singapore school of medicine. On the 2nd days of our travelling,we fulled with joy and happiness at US Singapore. we tried all the rides games: transformers, Madagascar, ancient Egypt, Jurassic park,  Hollywood, New York, and also Red & Blue Track Roller-coaster.  

My favorite one and the one that I really couldn't and won't forget forever is the underground roller-coaster at Ancient Egypt. It was a freaking scary roller coaster! can you imagine? yes it's so recommended for you. you won't regret after trying this one. it is so cool you know wuhuuu... when i entered the Ancient Egypt it didn't look like there's something scary inside here until i reached where the queue there were so many people with the face of fear. my father and my sister looked so scared and so did I. But there was no way to exit and we finally tried that underground roller-coaster. it was dark inside, anyway, we couldn't see the route of this roller-coaster make it more scarier. we just screamed as loud as we can. 

Ancient Egypt

Sci-Fi City - Transformers

Still at Sentosa Island, after finished all games at US we had dinner at one of favorite Restaurant here. after dinner Mr. Peter picked us to Songs Of The Sea Show. The show was really amazing. I forgot the story told in this show but I've recorded all the show *sorry it couldn't be posted here, the size were too big* 

this second day ended after the show of Song Of The Sea, we went back to hotel at 183 Selegie road and took a rest and prepared for the next amazing day. Goodnight...

Good morning, 3rd day in Singapore. We had a tour to Jurong Bird Park, City Tour and tried Singapore flyer. After it all done, Mr.Alan dropped us to Orchard road and we went shopping!!! yuhuuuuu... my father bought this for me tadaaaa 2pairs of the original VANS shoes. so lovely. ohya and one free bag at price of 56SD, how lucky.

the 4th day in Singapore meant our last day of travelling. we walked from selegie to orchard then we walked to Bugis to buy souvenirs for our relatives in Indonesia. It was a tiring day because we walked half day long. Selegie to Orchard actually very close by car but it is so far on foot. at 3pm Mr.Alan picked us at hotel then he dropped us at Changi airport. we boarded at 8.25pm and touched down Bali at 12am. 

so lovely 4days in Singapore. that was unforgettable. Now i'm here under my blanket with my phone besides me and my stitch doll on my bed, preparing myself to face the truth if today is already Monday, September, 3rd 2012 and it means holiday is gonna end shortly. I'm hungry anyway so i'm decided to end up writing this post. just wait for the next post, keep on reading blogwalking. good afternoon, happy holiday \( 'o' )/

holiday session #part2

July, 1st 2012

so, I got it.
Bahagia itu adalah...

spent such an amazing holiday with nindyak, trisnu and dewik at Bedugul. it couldnt be described. it was soooo amazing holiday trip ever. we had picnic at Eka Karya Botanical Garden Bedugul carried so many foods and snacks, tried outbound (mission failed, too expensive and we didnt bring enough money), have fun on the road around botanical garden (I meant skating on the rise and falls street around it), went to strawberry stop just wanted to see strawberry fields, and the last and the most amazing got wet because of an accident tried speed boat at Beratan Lake (unplanned), and didnt forget to take photos.

left: trisnu, dewik, nindya, me

strawberry stop's field

get wet and it's so cold you knooooww (beratan lake)

way back to denpasar

uhuuuuwww you know? this is such an unforgettable holiday ever, especially trip at Beratan lake =D shocked by an accident of the speed boat, we got wet and almost fell from the bout because the boat rudder rope broke, and stupidly we thought we've been tricked by the boat driver's maneuver but it was truly an accident. we became wet and shivered, especially nindya. time's out, we went back to denpasar and prepared to watch for Euro Cup Final Espana vs. Italy. so lovely day! we promised to have some more days out together.

holiday session #part1

what we wanted is coming! holiday holiday holidaaaaayyy! are you ready to go? aku siap aku siap!

yesterday, June 21st 2012, i had my first holiday trip without any plans before with devipramesti, diannoviyanti and ayutami. The sudden ideas always more fun! depik sent me a message to hang out with ayutami and nopik, without much thought I joint them. depik picked me up at home at about 1.30PM then we went to Denpasar Junction, while nopik and ayutami already waited us there. first thing we did is bought some snack at bread talk and our favorite partner, AQUA hihihi. have a quality time at inul vizta, we sang some galau song and we were happy! after 2 hours spent time at inul vizta, we had lunch at cafe teduh and our trip ended when depik drove me home.

another holiday another trip with another friends and families were waiting. too many plans for this amazing holiday before i have focus for college preparation. happy holiday guysssss <3

brand new day

good morning, happy sundaaaay!

btw im not as happy as you think. pathetic actually. so hard to pass this new life's chapter. very disappointed. too much dream to lose. too much hopes just become mere expectations, empty. too much lies i couldn't count. too many promises being challenged. too hurt to return. too many false, people two faces everywhere. what's a life. pathetic. nightmare. okay, never mind, it is not have to be considered. how pathetic my life is just my own problems just go with the flow. life is too short, no regrets just love it. but don't love too deep, it'll be hurt so much. love yourselves first before love others. follow god's ways, it'll be pretty someday. happy holiday...

You Can't Steal My May!

goodnight. 

selamat malam minggu buat yang merayakan dan selamat hari sabtu buat yg tidak merayakan. ah sebenernya lagi bete bangeeeetttttt *lo?* hah rehat sehari dari sibuknya persiapan ujian kenaikan kelas. okey skip it. why the time goes so fast? it's already june, 2nd 2012 and i think i really fell in love with may. i had spent more time with my best friends, more than usual. it's full of unforgettable stories.

Last May 13th 2012, a day after mayna's birthday, we (kental: wica me mayna nindyak deva and tegecong, mayna's boyfriend) went to ubud. none of us actually knows ubud well, tapi kita tetep nekat! cuma modal soktau dan akhirnya we lost in ubud. tersesat... so lucky we have friend named Dewik as our navigator, thanks by the way :D hihihi

@kakiang bakery

@bukit campuhan

strawberry parfait, so yummy :9

May 17th 2012, joining dipta's family to Bukit Lebah Temple at Batur, Kintamani. nervous but finally i can handled it. yuhuuu i'm so amazing. ta iloveyou huhuhu, i swear this sweet 17th May will never be forgotten. 

 

May 21st 2012, at night i went to my sister's birthday party at sushitei, oh no it didnt look like a birthday party, it looked like a family gathering. oh ya whatever. i really love sushi actually, so yummy and you know i ate too much and my mom too and my aunty, sister brother uncle too. as usual i never forgot to bring camera everywhere every moment. it was an unforgettable night with my very big family :)

May 26th 2012, another night with kentals. it actually was H-2 final test and we still have time to spend together with, we may not sister by blood but we're sister by heart *bighugs*. we went to kuta hmm beach walk (new mall at kuta with very good architecture and view) and oh ya i fell in love with pull&bear aztec skirt, it looked so cute! we had lunch, late lunch actually, at burger king dan itu ditraktir deva yuhuuu. dan selanjutnya kita bingung mau kemana, soalnya beach walk belum ada apa-apa. unplanned, we went to la plancha, spent about an hour there. that was a very beautiful night at kuta. i love kuta's view at night so much even if it's such a crowded town. after that we went to wita's home and goodbye... we'll never forget this daaaaayyy! so beautiful.

goodbye may, too much memories that will never be forgotten. June came faster and my may ended with those final test. yep no problem, i wish another next months will be better than this may but you can't steal my may yuhuu... it's time to sleep, goodnight goodbye have a nice day everybody <3

17 sweet things

17 things i called it sweet. or just 17 things i wanted so much hahaha :D

 1. all these kinds of dress

2. Hoodie

3. pants and legging

4. School Bag

honestly i really need ransel for school

5. eyeglasses

my eyeglass looks so "iyeaaakk" i need a new one

6. sandals

by the way i dont have any good looking sandals such...

7. boots or another shoes or wedges, maybe?

 

 

8. white shoes for school

another white shoes mom! i need really need this. yeyeyeye

9. skirt

10. have a picnic at strawberry field and harvest a dozen of fresh strawberry

as soon as possible, i'm going to have such this great holiday with family or friends or boyfriend. i want it so damn much, i'm craving for strawberry. holiday is coming as soon as possible, i've this plan to go with them, having fun. keep calm and eat strawberry :)

11. spend another high-quality time with kentals

another quality time maybe backpacking at Lombok.

 

12. spend a high-quality time with boyfriend

I have so much where we have to go-lists. Ubud, strawberry field at bedugul, Batubolong, Spend the night at Kuta, backpack at Lombok, play kite at mertasari beach, greenbowl beach at Ungasan, etc. too much to tell here. i won't go to mall or saloon with because that would be so boring~ i just want to go to a place where we can have fun with joyful, laughs and enjoy each other. i don't know it will happen or gonna be just a list of-where we have to go-lists. bless me

 13. wish for a longlong hair and i can make them curly

actually i have a short cut-straight hair. can it be long as soon as possible? i want to make them curly, it would be fun and cute. i wish hihihi :D

14. visit Paris as soon as possible

coming soon........... i don't know when.

 

another 3 lists i couldn't  share here. sorry. 14 is enough to share, and i wish those are impossible to happen, especially for numbers 10, 11, 12 because it's June already and it means holiday will come faster as soon as possible. actually i can't wait for the best holiday ever! i wish ...