Monday, June 4

nothing, but lies


have you ever trust someone more than you trust yourself? maybe you're not, but I ever have. i trust him because he's special for me. am i as special as  what i think? i don't know and never know. been lied by the one you trust the most. it is not a big problem just for the first and the last time and promise to change and not do the same thing again, i still can forgive. but what happen if he do the same mistake for second or the third time? it's a big NO! why? have you ever been lied by the one you trust the most? what it feels like? do you feel alone? not physically but mentally alone. do you feel helpless, hopeless, useless and unwanted? do you fell like a shit with empty future? do you feel distant and disconnected from the rest of the world? do you want to get away from everyone and everything? do you lack the motivation to do anything? do you want to sleep your days away because you're so fucking tired? do you feel depressed? Yes I do. when someone lied to me, i'll feel like i'm unwanted.


enough. forgive and forget. jangan jadikan itu penghalangmu untuk maju. girls, don't worry you're not alone, you still have friends. i know how it feels like, no matter how hurt you'll be just go straight don't look back, forgive and forget everything. everyone has it own dark sides, if you've been lied by someone you trust the most for the first time you have to understand them and you still have a time to give them another chances, just believe that they'll change better. but if you've been lied by them for the second or the third times after they promised you, go, it's their turn to understand you, you haven't another chances for them anymore. you've been hurt. don't give another chances or you'll hurt so damn deep, more and more. remember, once a liar will always be a liar. forget and forgive, keep calm and goodbye :)
"you had me at hello, lost me at goodbye, and everything in between, was nothing, but lies"


p.s: im too disappointed of someone i trust so i wrote here. sorry sorry deh buat yg ngerasa ya

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