baru bangun, dia bawa brosur + formulir salah satu sekolah di singapore. he said that i should school there. kalut, kusut. my dreams my hopes, everything seems gone. yet, im not ready for this! kenapa harus sekarang? kenapa gak pas kuliah aja? gak ada lagi mimpi buat lanjutin kuliah ke UGM. gak akan pernah ada. gak kebayang buat LDR selamanya sm dipta, terpisah 2 negara :' god even if sometimes he hurt me so deep it doesnt matter, i can stay tough stay strong. but this.... it makes me die. it kills me inside. haa rasanya itu kayak divonis kanker otak dan divonis mati cepet. can you feel this? tuhan, kadang2 sesuatu yang dipaksakan dan berlebihan itu gak baik. but if this is my way you give, haaaa should i?
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